i should delete this post.

Lately I've been feeling incredibly down. Is that normal?
It's the kind of situation where I sit before the laptop
hoping to finish up a blog post on a happy event
but no fine words come out.
I blame the mixture of feelings inside.

Rage. Sadness. Diffidence.
Confusion. All bottled up.
All brewed together.
Lethal concoction.

I should delete this post. It's starting to say too much.
And yet. The words came out too naturally.