Silent happiness

You can say that today was a heart-warming day, somehow or other.

I got another belated gift. Sooi Kee gave a really beautiful sunflower-shaped photo frame, its petals adorned by ladybirds.(Ladybirds are a symbol of luck!) Thank you so much! All in the honour of being your '5th wife'!

There was no History test today. While we do have two more History tests for the month, it's always nice to have a little more time in preparing for it.

We had a Chemistry experiment. They never fail to put a smile on my face. When I say 'they', I mean both the experiments and the hilarious capers of the class. Today we were amazed by the "omniscient-high tech-fx570" calculator that made us "OOoo.."and "AAaaahh.."

Before we were let off from school, Shi Yun, Amirah and I were wondering what lies in the future, sharing our thoughts on event management and medicine and, well, English. Did you know there are supposedly NO colleges offering such courses? Mirah suggested taking two majors. Hmmm...

Though, that's not the high point of my day.

Someone said something that I will never forget, and never will. Echoing through my mind, had my heart not stayed stiff, tears of silent joy would have left its hide. Even though my confidence came paper thin, it was a moment of appreciation that I was never yet given. Little does she know how much that meant to me...."...let her know, okay?" With a slight nod, I left with a cloud of happiness hanging above my head.

Happy Birthday, Kien Hsin! '08

Happy Birthday, Kien Hsin!!

It's always fun to have someone who is the same age as me.

You're a pro in the cyber world, which kind of leaves me envious.

Wild and hyper at times, but that's to take care of a little 'Rottweiler' we know.

Ever with new tricks up your sleeves,and new ideas that capture our attentions.

Knowing that your path is swerving to that of engineering,

You can do it! Go go go!

Yes, you're ready to learn to drive,

But don't break your leg again.

I'm not good at writing get-well cards.

May your year be filled to the brim with the best of luck!!

Happy 17th Birthday!

PS: Hope you don't mind me grabbing these photos from your Friendster profile.XD

Happy Birthday, Joyce '08

Happy Birthday, Joyce!!

So now it is time to celebrate the big day of...

A chocoholic,

A "Mosely cum Archuleta cum Gong Yoo cum Da Hae etc." fan,

A heart lover,

A girl who speaks her mind,

And a sister who is officially 15 years old.

Being your sister can be stressful,

with full of sacarsm,

yet is overweighed by the many secrets and heart-warming moments we share.*

*Overweighed by just a little bit.

Hope you don't mind an 'I.O.U.' giftcard first. XD

Mission 'P': First task

The filmstrip in my mind started reeling back to a scene, flicking in black and white. Handing over the money, signing the form, getting the receipt and ticket, then walking away, realising I had just given RM150 to go to prom. For better or worse.

With the stopping of the bus that jolted me into reality, Mei Yee, Sue Hui and I hustled into Sunway Pyramid, where we met Chin Shen and Siew Li. Don't fret, we are on Mission 'P'-Prom. Their mission: Find and buy a prom dress. My mission: Scouting around for the first time. And knowing what is it to buy.

Forgive me for needing to laugh. It really is ironic. Especially when only jeans and shirts fill my wardrobe, and the fact that I don't normally even visit clothes boutiques.

Every now and then, we would stop by a shop to look at the intricate designs of the garments.

Some things I gathered.

• The flowing ones suit those with height in their side. It adds to the elegance. We checked out the ones with are about knee-length.
• Most white dresses look like wedding gowns. I say most because Sue Hui looked gorgeous in one. Hope she gets that.
• Black gowns are beautiful and slimming, but they blend too much with others. Though they can be versatile, they are rather common.
• Match shoes with the dress. Not the other way around.
• Accessories are to be kept to the minimum.
• Make up is important. And yet Mei Yee and I just don't get it.
• If you and your gown are destined to be, you'll meet again. So don't buy on impulse.
• No dress looks good without confidence.

And just to be honest, having friends who know how to break open your clam-like shell slowly and steadily does miracles. They offer sincere opinions, accept opinions, and add a twist of laughter.

I remember the time we took a similar dress each, Sue Hui and Chin Shen clad in hot pink, while Mei Yee and I took the classic black. Coming out at the same time with shop assistants staring in confusion, looking into the mirror to see the four of us staring back.

Perhaps dresses aren't that bad after all. What did I just say?? Who are you and what have you done to Rachael??

We had a really great lunch at Sakae Sushi. Slurp goes to the ramen and sushi I had! Poor Mei Yee couldn't buy a cap she wanted after that.



Off Mei Yee and I were after that to our first day of intensive Chinese class. We sort of registered and entered class just a little late. Suddenly, I thought some kind of mysterious wind tapped my shoulder. Or maybe that really random mischievous guy who turned his back on me!

Only to realise after sitting myself down that and watching closely, that O!, sorry Jen Jean, I really didn't know it was you!!

Bear with it, Grit my teeth

"...EXCUSE ME!"

Bear with it. Grit my teeth. I know, I can be rather blur at times, but there's reason for that. I was confused, slightly infuriated, frustrated, and my head was throbbing with flashes of images that was determined to wreck my nerves. So am I not free to work things out with my mind as I stare into space, oblivious to my surroundings, oblivious to any calls?

I heard them snigger behind me as my hand grabbed the paper from them. Around me, my friends ask me why I was in another world when I should be in tuition class.

To enter my mind.

"Your hair is in a mess. How funny."

Smiled at that. It was out of a rush this morning, I said, struggling to not picture myself as Meg Hunter.

"What's with the same hairstyle? You should change it, you know."

Giggled at that. That thought once asked myself that question. After SPM, my lips uttered.

"Prom is what turns a girl into a woman."

Shrugged at that. She means that I have to go against current. Flick makeup, do something my hair, buy shoes, wear a dress!! Oh boy, not that I'm the kind of girl who usually dolls up.

Kick. Great. I've sat myself in front of a chair kicker. Out of luck. Yes, just my luck. Even as I shifted my chair a little to send a message. I guessed he did get the message, but could not be bothered.

Bear with it. Grit my teeth.

"We'll buy a dress tomorrow, ya?"

Smiled at that. No, let's just scout around. Isn't it a little too early to think about that?

Tagged - "Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all."

Tagged by Mei Shan

"Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all"

1. At what age do you wish to married?
I don't mind waiting, but I guess I have to be at least 26 to consider.

2. Study hard or play hard?
Study smart but play hard!

3. Who is the person u trust the most?
My dear dear family members.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Well, not as much as I want to. Trying hard to be.

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
And she lived happily ever after.

6. Who is your favorite cartoon character?
Sam --- Totally Spies!XD

7. What is your ideal friend?
Someone I can share my joy, grief and dreams with and know that they'll be there for you to.

8. What is your goal this year?
Quite obvious. Face the battle. Ace the battle!XD

9. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes, there is such a thing.

10. If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
Shower loved ones with great gifts. Maybe bring my family around the world. Stock up on art and craft supplies and indulge myself in scrapbooks...!

11. When will you feel sad?
When things seem to go haywire.

12. Balloons or Candy?
Candy...XD...marshmallows!

13. What feelings you hate the most?
Insecurity. It makes people feel lonely.

14. What is your childhood ambition?
Haha...a hero with powers...what, I will not tell...

15. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Sorry, no. They only come in movies.

16. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Loved ones(family and friends)

17. Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
Loved ones.

18. People who are going to be hated by you?
I try not to.

19. Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
Sweetest, day-dreamer, nostalgic, famous-five, childhood-best-friend

20. Do you deserve to be loved?
Everyone deserves to be loved.

21. Do you wish to have more than 24 hours per day?
Yes on happy days. No on the saddest of times.

Instruction :Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them at the end of the post.Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged.Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

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Tagged by Mei Shan

8 things you are passionate about:

1. Family- thanks for being mine!
2. Friends- love you all!
3. Art and craft - my heart delights in finishing something I can be proud of.
4. English- don't give me different versions of the language.
5. Writing- pencil and paper grab my attention.
6. David Cook- go! go!go!
7. Westlife!!!
8. Keeping tradition.

8 things i say/type too often:

1. XD
2. nolah, it's just...
3. really?
4. hehe
5. oh, I see.
6. I'm merely vertically challenged.
7. i dunno
8. what about you?

8 books i have read recently:

1. Lord of the Flies.
2. Ticket to Prague.
3. Holes.
4. The Pearl Earring.
5. If I told you once.
6. The Wives of Bath.
7. Mathilda.
8. Watership Down.

8 songs i could hear over and over again:

1. Life- Desiree
2. High- Lighthouse family
3. True to your heart- 98 degrees
4. Always be my Baby- David Cook
5. World of our Own- Westlife
6. Big Yellow Taxi- Counting Crows
7. Fireflies- A Teens
8. That's the Way it is- Celine Dion

8 things i learnt for the past year:

1. To hold on before one year passes.
2. Waking my sister up can be fun.
3. How to make a blog.
4. That I can trust others.
5. Carpooling saves the Earth.
6. I miss marching.
7. That I trust myself.
8. That I seem to process things slowly in reading.

8 people i would like to tag:

1. Joyce.
2. Shi Yun.
3. Zi Qian.
4. Amirah.
5. Vincent.
6. Sooi Kee.
7. Miyumi.
8. Pa

Belated Thanks...

It's been a few days now, but I'm really thankful for everything, guys.

Thanks...

...Charmaine, for the beautiful stickers, which I find really useful for my scrapbook. And the bookmak that will adorn my books. I'm sure the frogs in the school pond will agree to that!

...Shi Yun and Shen Yen, for the card. Not forgetting, of course, Shen Yen, the 'shower of blessing' that you gave me when you got over- excited. So here we are---bunny, fish and mouse as friends.

...Miyumi. You've always been a great friend, since primary school...if I'm not mistaken, Standard 3? Okay, to date really back, maybe we've met in kindergarten but at that time we didn't really know each other.

...Zi Qian. Of course I remember...hehe...and I'll remember your birthday too. Don't worry(What am I talking about? How can you not worry?). Stay your hilarious self, okay?